sad day

yesterday, gabe was feeling so much better.  he played normally and was really acting like himself for the first time since he started feeling sick on monday night.  then, this morning, after finishing half of his bottle, he puked all over me.  thus began a really sad day.  he slept most of the day away, and whined when he was awake, and was super cuddly.  and just as he looked like he was finally feeling better, he puked on me again.  dang.  

and the saddest part is, i am leaving town early in the morning tomorrow.  it will be the first time i am awart from him for more than a few hours, and i was already feeling sad about it.  now i feel really sad, and although i will still have a great time with allison and dana, i feel a little mom-guilt for leaving my baby feeling so sick (plus, this is the FIRST time he has ever been sick).  luckily, steve's parents are staying with him tomorrow, so i know he is in great hands.  

:: day 22 ::